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Thursday, May 29, 2008


10:37 PM





Today's my driving law retest. I FINALLY passed the FRIGGIN test! i receive 49/50! beautiful?? too bad there were no grading system:P or i might get A. EEEEUUUREKKAA!



I lost a pint of blood today!!!!




well, for GOOD purpose anyway.

im still feeling very dizzy when im typing this post. today the buddhist association organised this blood donation in the hospital. I followed SJ(sec sis) along with some of her frens. I had done blood donation once in KK last March. It was diff for them to approve me due to my very low pressure. i was 70/90, the normal is 90/120. well i begged them... and i came back twice and finally let me donate when my pressure did increase alil.

Tonight, i started by weighing myself.. Before i did, my sis and her fren, Michael, were guessing my weight, and they made a lil bet i think. Michael said im 53. Result = 53.00KG He was so thrilled, "I know women's weight!!" i measured my height too. im 166.2cm.

A medical staff interviewed me to get my health history. He asked if this is my first time. I told him i had done once in Malaysia. "But u never done in brunei?""Nope, not yet.""Then we considered this is ur first time." so KEK DAO..-_- ANother guy poked my finger with a needle to get the haemoglobin test, bu sucking out my blood, with a tube manually!NO, he didnt use his mouth la! He used his finger to squeeze and dealed with the pressure thingy to suck the blood out.This took ages lo!i remembred in KK, they used a designated pipette,way faster!!. I remembered, last time.. it took a long time for my drop of blood to sink in the solution. tonight history repeated again:P HAHA! well at least it did sink.

Then for the blood pressure part. The indian doctor looked at me said "Why do u look so delicate?" and she checked my weight to make sure im not underweight. She shook her head once she read my pressure. she said it was too low 70/98. She suggested me to asked for some hot drink from the nurse and come back. I told the nurse exactly wat i was told. and nurse rightaway made a kettle of hot milo! it was SO nice.. the service is really good. and other nurses, was encouraging me.."good luck" they all wished me:). Finally, pressure was high enough, and Doctor gave me a bag of iron tablets(30 pcs) for free! SEE? BRUNEI IS NICE RIGHT??








this girl is probably unqualify!! or inexperienced! She poked the needle into the wrong position!ah..im lazy to type:P i'll re edit tomolo la.







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whispered@紫玮Vui | 10:37 PM



4:20 PM

Yes, i have to tutor my Kindergarden 3 Brother...
It was used to be a pleasure... ... but aihz....
My brother doesnt have a very good temper. He get irritated easily.





He will scrunch his nose in anger (i called it the ugly nose).








Fold his arms while looking away from any eye contact.







Glare at u with his eyes on fire.









Therefore you need to be extremely patient to teach this guy. Sadly to say, i lack of such quality. Our study sessions always gradually turn to screaming competition.
He's having his 2 weeks exam. I have to admit he's a slow learner. why? Becuz....





When he started kindergarden one, i was Form 5, and i spent my days and nights at home in my own study room studying (Duh). My parents came back from work really late, even until now. They usually will be back home earliest 7pm. Sometimes, so late, my bro would already be sleeping. What i am trying to say here, is that, since young, he spends his days just watching TV, and there was no proper timetable for him. No one taught him the basics. I remembered his teachers complained he never done his homework, because he didnt know he had homework as no adult was supervising his studies.When he was in K2, I was in KK. I heard he started to do his homework initiatively.We thought he was doing fine. At the end, he didnt know anything bout his homework. He just blindly copy what the teacher wrote. If teacher wrote "One" and there were 10 empty lines for him to practise writing, he finished the work without understanding what he had done. He had never learned the true knowledge.



But, he's a very fast learner when comes to imitating the cartoon dialouges. He watches Cartoon Network, and a super big fan of Ben 10. He named himself Ben Loh, and some of his frens do call him that. He LOVES to draw. BUt just Ben10 Characters. He wears the big Ben10 powerwatch "Omnitrix" everyday, everytime. He has 5 watches. All the same type but he actually does take turn wearing each one of them everyday, so they wont be lonely i guess:P









Once, a sis' fren asked him
Fren: "wat do u want to do when u grow up?"
Ben Loh: "I want to be a SUPERHERO!"
Fren: "Haha, Why ?"
Ben Loh: " Beacuse i want to KICKBUTT!"




yes, Cartoon Network Does have alot of this"Kickbutt" thing going on, and he learnt it. He even called me a SUCKER once. He calls my dad "DUDE", and My dad happily follows him. Everyday when dad comes home, my dad says"Hey Dude, Wassup? How are u today, Dude?"







Anyway, nowadays my bro's temper has improved alot. He doesnt do the "ugly nose" that often anymore, coz i wud PINCH his nose! And he throw silent trantum instead. Well, at least no more shouting:) Now, the only thing he still needs to improve his concentration. Recently, whenever i tutor him, for some reason, his whole body gets itchy. He scrathes his head, his thighs, his arm, his ears, his cheeks, his shoulder, his neck, his butt, even his eyes!！你是懒惰虫， 你是懒惰虫，你的一身都很痒，有时屁股痒， 有时眼睛痒，你的一身都很痒！





Anyway, i reason i make this post is because 2 days ago, 27 May, at bout 10pm++, Bro knocked on my bed door room and showed off some Ben10 aliens pictures he had drawn. They were all cut badly cut out from papers. He said "I cut these myself!!" proudly. I *pretended* to be very impressed encouragingly, and looked at the drawings one by one. There were aliens, a picture of a sun(accidentally cut into half), a ball, and a girl with purple dress.



Vui:"Who is this oh?"
Ben: " It's you lor"
Vui:"How come its me? Not mummy, or other sisters?"
Ben: "hm.. Because u said purple is ur fav colour, so i colour the dress purple lo!".
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.OK, im CRYING NOW!!!!!
He's so sweet... ... :)




Dear Jiunn, can u please don ever grow up? can u stay cute and naive like this forever? Because, im sure when u grow up, u may not sayang me tat much anymore. I Love U.


P.S. While i was typing this post, my bro is playing BEN10 internet games.. and he just shouted "OH, For CRYING OUT LOUD!!!"



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whispered@紫玮Vui | 4:20 PM


Wednesday, May 28, 2008


2:41 PM

A- Love AARON CARTER; to watch Acrobatics; ?Air-con rooms?; AMAZING RACE,ALAn Wu's dimple.
Hate Ants; Aliens;
B- Love BOYS;Beauty; BRAS; BEES inside my shirt(Happened twice!); Bicycles; BRAD PITT; my BOOTYLICIOUS BODY;BABIES, Mr. BEAN;BIOLOGY; Beyonce; BEACHES
- Hate *bitches*,Big BOOBS,
C-Love Cheese;Cheese cake;Chocolate cake; Chocolate; Chocolate CHeese cake; CAKE; CHEMISTRY; Cycling; cookies. CAMERA; CHMS
- Hate Chaos; Crowds,
D-Love DANCING;DAVID Archuleta;David Beckam, Dimsum,Disco, my Dimple
-Hate Disappointments, disagreements,
E-love ?Everybody?,
- hate Elephants' smell,
F- love FUN, Fergie
- Hate FATS, *Flabby slabs on my thigh* , my oversize FEET
G-love *Gigolo*, GOSSIPS, Gwen Steafani
H - love Hula hoops, HARRY POTTER, my HAIR
I
J- love Jokes, Joking, jokers;joke-laughers, J.Lo, Jack Black, JACUZZI
- hate ,
K
L
M-Love Monopoly, modelling,*molesting*,Maggi Mee, Mi Sedap; Mr&mrs Smith, *Manipulating*,Massage
-Hate to massage ppl
N
O
P-Love PURPLE, POSING, Pucca, PINK,*Pubs*, PANMIEN, Presents
-Hate Philosophy, Politics, PHYSICS, *Prostitues*, PLKN, Pimples
Q -love
- hate Questions with NO answers
R-love Romance,
S-Love Shaking , SEXY clothes, Being SEXY, take SEXY photos, *see SEXY boys*;SChool
T - Love my long TOUNGE,
U
V- Love VeGood juice, Violet, VAlentine,
W-Love Waffle, WAKAKA-ing,Wahlau-ing, Wat the TUT-ing,
X- love Xbf,
- hate Xbf,
Y-love Yimien, YOGURBERRY,
Z

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whispered@紫玮Vui | 2:41 PM


Monday, May 26, 2008


11:23 PM

Yesterday, May 27, was a sunday. And Angela (eldest sis) came back. So we had brunch outside. My family never had "breakfast" for sundays. We always fail to wake up that early. Then... ... we visited CHMS for a fun fair at the kindergarden's section for the kids. There were lots of fun fair games, we just walked and looked around, till we realised it was free... all were FREE!!! Free fun fair? and prizes will be given if you win! we PLAYED every games. and REplayed some!! Most of the games were family games, i.e. had to play with a kid. I didnt take any photos of this nice event. but both my sis did. maybe i'll post it up next time.
We went home. and commence the event of the day!


Unfilled a PostBox piggy bank of the family for erm.... more than 10 years i believed. It was heavy! We carried to the living room downstair from my parents' room with the strength of 3 women. We counted till we dropped. Since Angela is pregnant now, we deicided to unfill the piggy bank and bank it now, or we have to divide the money to 5, instead of 4 (Me and 3 siblings)! Finally, it was a total of BS 1,187.






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whispered@紫玮Vui | 11:23 PM



10:09 PM


This event was on Friday, 23 May. It was pretty good, i guess, though it was chaotic as parents were busy taking pictures of their little sweet angels and pies, hundreds of little kids running around, and teachers trying shouting names, trying to take as much control as possible. It was diff to walk without bumping into the kids. i was really scared i might trip over them. they were all so small. i was there to bring my lil bro there, incase u guys are wondering. i was there as a guardian and photographer. There were some performances, as usual, it's CHMS (Chung Hwa Middle School) we're talking about, Du-h. CHMS has performance for every big and small events. I had enjoyed alot from the talented and dedicated students, and i was one of them! (Vain....) The program was started by 2 kindergarden emcees, a plump boy wearing pullover pants and a bow tie, and a lil girl with rainbow dress. They were VERY good actually. esp the girl, who had very strong China accent, which i believed perfectly trained by the China teachers.


Boy: 你知道一年有几个月吗？

Girl: 知道！一年有十二个月！

Boy: 那你最喜欢哪一个月呢？


Girl: 我最喜欢五月呗！



Lol!!! They even taught them the China slang!! hehehe!



My bro in the middle. He's not tiny, just that he's with the TALL gang. Very TALL gang.


There's this dance bout bees, and the costume is Q-UU-TE!! See, their butts?? They were stuffed with cotton. My mum finally arrived halfway the show,(as she does all the time) and i told her i wanted to squeeze the girls' butt. BUT my mum actually did it herself.:P I didnt do it at the end. The girl didnt even notice a stranger just squeezed her butt. The cotton must be extremely thick!


My bro is a bad performer. SEE. Everyone raised their arms happily. And him, standing there, with an expression so similar to my dad's when i had done something wrong.

They had family games!!! My bro's in K3, so we played in the K3 catergory. We had to race with our feet tied to 2 sleigh-like boards. Each group must have 2 adults and a kid. We didnt win. it was ok. It was fun. But my mum was like:"Maybe they have consolation prize. Vui, go and ask the teacher for a present!" She is ALWAYS like that!! Always ask me to ask for soemthing extra from adults. I think its embarassing lo.... Im nearly 20, I have self-esteem like her now. If she doesnt want to do it, then why me?!

Well, i had fun. Better than staying at home and counting air particles the whole day!!

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whispered@紫玮Vui | 10:09 PM


Friday, May 23, 2008


6:28 PM

One of my favourite pic of us.




We knew each other in 2002 when we were classmates in Secondary One E




Our school follows the rating system of academic excellence, in which class A is for those who are strongest; class B for those who are above average and the rest of the classes are for who teachers call as "weak students". I used to be a class B student in primary school, but due my arrongance and indolence, my results dropped a lil too low before i notice it! I was devastated to be kicked to the "weak class", mainly because it was considered as a shame in the family, and i had no friends there.


Naturally, being the only one from the "stronger class", i was academically the best in class, esp in subjects like history, geography, computer, science etc. The questions usually being asked in these subjects, for Secondary One, were more of facts, answers u could easily find in the textbook. Having learnt my lesson, I became a very, very hardworking pupil ever since. Hence, I was able to ans the questions easily by quoting them from the textbooks, all of which i swallowed. * Frens used to nickname me scanner!* However, subjects which requires skill and good understandings like languages and Maths, those u cant find the answers in the book, i was beaten by him! * except for chinese, which was and is always his worst subject, that he couldnt be upgraded to the "stronger class"because the marks he received for Chinese pulled down his average* That was when i noticed him, the guy... who beaten me in English and Maths... i remembered he used to score 20% higher than me in English, and he was the top in class, i was the second.


He later told me, his first impression on me was bitchy. Though he didnt use that word, but to summarise the all of it, bitchy. My first impression on him, was short and small, stick-to-the-rules-or-die, someone who solves problems by friendly chit-chatting rather than fighting, even arguing is never an option. I was 163cm, and he was half a head shorter than me. Anyway, i have no idea since when we started to chat in msn. Sometimes in MiRC. We got to know each other more, and he liked me first. I was then attracted to him, because i felt his admiration towards me, and i wanted to add more gas to the fire. I overdone it, tried too much to attract his attention, noticed him a lil bit too much, too often, that i fell into my own trap!


December 13 2002, We were officially in a relationship. It was a beautiful black Friday.


May 28 2003, We had our very first date. WAIT!? wat?? What happened in between!?

Hahaha:P well... I was then upgraded to Secondary 2A, and he was in 2C. He was shy. Damn shy. We only communicated by msn. We never talked on phone. He even denied we were in a relationship!-_- Our classmates were confused... i said "Yes , he's mine!!" and He said "No, we are not together la!" We actually NEVER talked face to face before. Never!! Oh, another interesting fact, where was the venue of our first date? Im not sure does this place still exist. Lol:P It was at the hill behind CHMS canteen, at the vacated grassy area right beside the house where the family of the Canteen-Stall-Number-2 is still currently living in. The date didnt last long, because i was badly attacked by mosquitoes, and the dogs "next door" were barking madly at us, as if we lingered at their territory too long.


August 29 2003, He made his very first call to my house. I was damn thrilled. I think we only had one more date in between. It was, of coz, in some hidden area of the school.


October 4, 2003, My birthday. He called me few days before, he said, to make up the date he missed sometime in September, he wanted to meet me on my birthday. He did a BAD job. We were supposed to meet at the deserted staircase of the teachers' hostel. It wasnt exactly deserted, parents and students do occasionally pass there. How bad was his job? Three words. He didnt come. I waited there alone, suspiciously glared by passing parents and students, for 2 hours. I had mobile, he didnt. I only knew that his mom wouldnt allow him to stay back after school and forced him back home after i went back and checked my Email inbox. He didnt give my any present.


November 2003, Invited him to watch Matrix, for his birthday. We met outside school for the very first time. I laid on his shoulder, he held my hand. I admit i have no idea wat was going on in the movie.


To be continued... ...




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whispered@紫玮Vui | 6:28 PM



1:05 PM

November 9 2007, I made my very first blog entry. It was for fun. I knew I dont have much determination to update it as I was having my A level examinations as well.

March 17 2008, A tragic happened to my life. i have been sad since then. I have lost parts of my heart since then. I have never been the very same again since then. Yet, i remained hopeful because he said "I'm not being pessimistic mind you, at least, I don't think I am."
He said "I'll try to remember.. But for now..Can we just.. start over? Can we do away with the labels..Just you being you, and me being me..My flame's snuffed.. Let it rekindle if it will..Let's see where that takes us~"
I was confident the tragic can be reversed in, at most, 2 months, for we have been together for nearly 6 years. I believed, 6 years of relationship would not extinguish his love for me just like that. I was wrong, i overestimated the love he used to shower me.

May 2008, I've been waiting... nothing happened. Wait. There were quite a few changes. He treats me very cold now. He does not flirt with me anymore. He does not message me anymore. He does not call me anymore. He is not eager to see me online and say "Hey!" to me in msn as soon as i just sign in. He does not say more than goodnights to me when we finish msn chatting. He does not look at me with the beautiful twinkling spark in his eyes anymore. We only met twice since the tragic.

I miss him very much. A blog should be good for expressing my disappointment and releasing my frustruation. Maybe, just maybe, he will read this. I hope he will read this, but i doubt i would make him check out this blog to read this, because he already has so much in mind. He's doing A levels and he has work with his dad all the time. Hopefully, he could come across this accidentally and give me a lil more attention. Because, i miss him. I've been waiting for 68 days.

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