Friday, June 27, 2008

10:15 PM

Yeah i talked a little bout my bad sense of direction in the previous post...
but HEY!!! I dont think I am NOT THAT BAD after all!
if there's a question like this:
My current maid has a ________ (really good/normal/bad/awful) sense of direction.
i would answer,
My current maid has a really weird sense of direction.

Usually, people like me, cant differentiate LEFT and RIGHT easily... we need bit of time:P

But my maid is the type of people who cant differentiate UP or DOWN!!

check this out!

She changes our bed linens and my bed now looks like this

This is not the first time she is doing this. This isnt the only bed that looks like this in my house.
Maybe she thinks that i can see the pattern the right way when i wake up everyday??

My maid has her own toilet. One day, Mum gave her some stickers so she can decorate her own toilet. She sticked them. But.. wait.. there are a few mistakes i believe:P

Hey, Im a sea lion and i can balance a ball on top of my head!! The ball wouldnt fall off even i stand on my flip!! Aint i COOL?! Look that's my friend, Angelfish........

OOOOMMMGGG!!! She's DEAD!!!!!Hello everybody, Im a whale!!! I can actually splash water through my breathe hole upside down!! the water can actually fall against gravity!! aint i COOLER than that sealion????

haha! SOrry Suciati!!:P ur a very very nice person though^^ very hardworking. i like you. but... SORRY!:P

Labels: random

whispered@紫玮Vui | 10:15 PM

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

9:59 PM

Hello!

Last Friday, 20th June, It was my ex-classmate bday~ and we threw him a surprise party at his house. well i dun have the photos with me.. maybe will blog bout it next time!?
Last Saturday, 21st June, i had an unexpected visitor... who only told me he's coming to visit the day before.
Last Sunday, 22nd June, My cousin had a birthday party and my uncle rented a bouncer with pool slide.. it was fun a exhausting

Who!? WHO? WHO WHO??
WHO was the unexpected visitor!?!

who was the mysTERRY visitor?!

It was HARRY POTTER from Indonesia!

The story is like this. Terry's an indonesian and cant stay too long in malaysia as he doesnt have his student permit anoymore.. so to extend his stay in kk, he has to get out of malaysia and re-enter it again. so he picked BRUNEI... only the DAY before his passport expires~ so well-planned huh?!

His plane arrived in Brunei like at 10 in the morning. He took a cab to my house, which costed him a painful amount of 30 brunei dollars. B$30=Rm 60 = 120,000 RUPIAH!! OUCH OUCH OUCH!

I had a performance in National Stadium that day for Pesta Sukan (a very uncelebrated and mini version of Olympics in Brunei), so i brought Terry along and asked Anisa to meet us there, so she can entertain Terry if i get busy!

I know... we looked like carrots!

Here's video of the performance~ taken by Terry.

Terry enjoying watching football in the stadium.

Then Anisa's mama brought us to airport at nearly 4.30, so Terry could catch the 4.55 flight. and he missed it ... DUH~~ My sis brought us to my place again, and we planned to bring Terry put to Gadong and meet up with May Yan and Kangni. We had dinner at ChezBox.

Mine was super delicious!!! Oyako Chicken Don

At 9 pm, Terry DROVE my sis's car to Empire!! I was a SUPERB NAVIGATOR~~ NOT

ok.. honestly, i wasnt! What do u expect? I was born with lousy sense of direction. I need a second to decide which is left or right. 3 seconds to think if right is kanan or kiri... Haha!! Even when i teach dancing steps, i have hard time thinking to tell them to turn left or right...

Empire at night was super dark at the beach area!Mr. Tourist was very impressive bout this 5-stars hotel.

My favourite part of the empire hotel is at this small grassy hill with 8 dolphins statues swimming in the sea of green! Mark my words, it was VERY DARK, tat was why my face appeared 2-D-ish here. My camera is a Good one lo.^^

I actually met Muizz at his prom night (Jerudong International School). We were conversing~ He spoke to me with the JIS accent, and i spoke with the CHMS accent..:P hehe!

And finally Harry Potter took the 10.45 flight and left beautiful Brunei to pan-mien delicious KK

Labels: Just days

whispered@紫玮Vui | 9:59 PM

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

5:42 PM

“他不是一个好男人，更不是一个好情人。他抛弃我，是他一生犯的大错。好的男人有那么多，少了他的日子也能过。他总是常让我寂寞，失望得让我更难过！我对我说，要学着好好去生活！就算未来有多少错，一定有别人的温柔，别人的温柔陪我度过！”--- 擦肩而过 (edited)

我们陪彼此一起走过了六年的岁月，陪彼此一起度过宝贵的青春；是彼此的初恋，是彼此很多的第一次；让彼此体验爱和被爱的感觉，为什么你可以那么狠心把这全部都忘了呢？

你让我失望了多少次，我包容了你几次；我被你忽略了多少次，每次多久；我给了你多少次机会，你说会改过有多少次；这些你心里清楚吗？你心里有数吗？

那么多的伤心往事，全部加起来都不如你现在拒绝我的痛！

当然，你也不是完全那么的坏，要不，我的心才不会如此那么的紧。。。。。。

你也许是个不错的男人，但，对不起，你绝不是一个好情人。。。。

一切发生得好快，好突然，完全没有心理准备。

我求了你，你给了我们多一次机会，但你没付出很大的决心，最终，你还是告诉我说，算了吧！

我还能做什么呢?

我只可以大方的对你说，祝福你！

我只可以勇敢的对我说，还有更好的再等你，忘了他吧！

我只可以苦笑的对朋友说，我还好，谢谢！

我只可以抱着你送我的熊娃娃大哭着说，为什么？

我只可以眼湿湿的对无知的小弟说，源哥哥不要我了。。。。

我只可以诚实的对知己哭诉说，我好痛，好伤心，好不甘愿一切就这样没了!!

但，我还想小声的对你说，有缘的话，未来再续！

可是，知己无奈的对我说。。。

“傻瓜，我们都一样，受伤了还不投降，以为付出会有代价，代价只是一句傻瓜！”

我真正需要的，是对我自己大声的说，算了吧！

但，爱一个人好难，忘记一个人，更难！

Labels: Broken Heart, inside out

whispered@紫玮Vui | 5:42 PM

Monday, June 16, 2008

10:10 PM

I came home today, and Jiunn asked me this question right away... ...
Jiunn: Hey 三姐姐！Why does the Banana go to the doctor?
Me: erm... I dunno?!
Jiunn: Because he wasnt "PEEL"ing so well!!! Ahahahahahahahaha!!!
Me: Hahahahaa!!!
Jiunn: Did i crack you up?
Me: ... What's tat?!

According to Urbandictionary.com

crack up = Something very funny.

Where did he learn all these phrases from? My 5-yr old bro's vacab is catching up mine -_- ..... that's alot of stress!!!

Labels: Family; Inside out, Just days

whispered@紫玮Vui | 10:10 PM

Sunday, June 15, 2008

3:32 PM

I had promised myself WEEKS ago, that i'll write bout my grandmama's delicious rice dumplings.

I couldnt do it on time coz my camera was out of batt or unavailable whenever i decided to eat them. Haha i stole a chance today^^

My grandmama's dumplings... everyone says they are the best. I never come to appreciate them actually. Every year, My grandmama makes alot of them... i heard she made nearly few hundreds this yr. Every year, they are available. Every year, I get to eat them during the rice dumpling festival. I used to think, yes, they are nice, but i never had a moment that i actually think more than a second bout the dumplings. I never came to appreciate and indulge myself in the superb taste of them, the unbeatable fragnance of the pandan leaves, and the perfect sticky texture of the glutinous rice. I never feel the craving and temptation to taste my grandmama's rice dumplings. Until last yr... ...

This is one of those things that i surprisingly appreciate while studying in KK, away from home. Grandmama's dumplings were not available for me last year. I missed them last year. Then was when i actually thought so much bout the superb taste of them, the unbeatable fragnance of the pandan leaves, and the perfect sticky texture of the glutinous rice.... MmmmMmmmm.

This year, I ate lots of them. Because I know... for the next 4 years, when i'll be studying in uni, away from home, I may not able to taste them. I need pictures to remember them by... .. .. ..

The perfect triangular shape... the fragnance of the pandan leaves... can u smell them!?no..DUH~

My Grandmama's dumplings untie perfectly with just one pull. The string slides off as smooth as silk and as easy as 1-2-3. No hassle!

My grandmama's dumplings never stick to the pandan leaves. They always remain intact and retain their shape perfectly after being unwrapped. No hassle!

Drools....0.0

Hm... ... Does it look good from this picture? Usually Grandmama puts Black Mushrooms, Pork, grounded peanuts, and hm... i dunno wat nut are those... they are big..:P

I dunnoe how to describe the taste.. hm.. hope u guys can figure that from my expression!:P

Hm... I know this is a horrible photo... Looks like im kissing so passionately ><

I figured im an awesome model for Food commercials^^Check out how i eat instant mee at time 0o.40 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hMFuxwm90Rc

Labels: inside out, random

whispered@紫玮Vui | 3:32 PM

Monday, June 9, 2008

5:06 PM

June 8

My family in seria has a ritual on Duan Wu jie. They throw rice dumplings to the sea, just the like the original ritual of this festival done by our chinese ancestors. But I never done this ritual with them before for 18 yrs, though i am very very close to them. I never visit Seria festival, and yesterday was my very first. IT WAS FUN^^

We went to the beach!

We threw dumplings!

We dug sand and made sand moulds

We buried our uncle!

We tried to take a jump shot, but failed!

notice how nerdy i looked. while digging the sand, i asked my cousin in white (girl) to zip up my shirt for me as my hands were sandy. i didnt notice she zipped all the way. I looked like a nerd, celebratin on a beach after exam.-_- thank you Ms TENG TENG, for making ur sexy cousin so unsexy^^:P

We buried our uncle deeper!

We did a matrix scene!

We took some group photos!

We decided to leave my uncle as the rain was coming!

We eventually pulled him out!

Took a photo of the rainbow in the dark sky!

This is how i feel now. A rainbow in the dark sky... Im happy and relieved its over, yet... my sky isnt clear. It will, pretty soon, i hope. so a beautiful sun and an arch of rainbow will emerge after the quiet rain. *edited on 11 Aug* yes my sky is pretty much clear now, all i need is someone to colour the rainbow in my sky.

It was a beautiful day, really!

The sea and laughther washed away some sorrow and pain i received the day before. I do feel better now, so dun worry. Im sorry I couldnt introduce my seria family to ya, and u cudnt feel the overwhelming craziness in the house during gatherings, im sorry you may not be a part of us.

Labels: Family; Inside out, inside out, Just days

whispered@紫玮Vui | 5:06 PM

Thursday, June 5, 2008

6:45 PM

I am suppose to go to Macau in JULY to dance!! for FREE !

but its cacelled!! its CANCELLED!!!!!!!

Excuse me, people...

WAT THE HELL IS THIS MAN!?!? * TUT* whoever caused that cancelation and BROKE MY HEART!! THEY CHEATED ME INTO DANCING WITH THEM!!! I COULD HAVE DO SOMEHTING MUCH MORE WORTHY, LIKE TEACH IN MY EX SCHOOL OR SOMETHING. I COULD HAVE EARNED MUCH MORE THAN THE STUPID SHIT OF MONEY THEY GAVE FOR A HELL LOT OF HOURS OF BULLSHIT PRACTICES. MOTHER *TUT*er Man!!!! *TUT* them all! *TUT* the *TUT* them!!! *TUT**TUT**TUT**TUT**TUT**TUT* *TTTTTUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!

Phew~!

ok. Maybe my case isnt that bad compared to the other dancers who choreographed and have been praticing longer than i am. but im totally heart broken!!! the thing ive been looking forword~~ and apparently the trp has been cancelled looooooooooooonngg time ago. but i never knew... coz ive been missing some sessions. no one told me.. till last night.. i went to their practise, i was surprised they were asking me to join another dance for a performance on 21 June. I was thinking, "wah they are really so professional ah?? it's a month left still no need to practise?!" After i went back home, i sms with one of the dancers, and i flirted with him a lil. i typed "hey, we're going to macau in a month!! yay!! i wanna share a room with u okok???^^"

he replied"u still dunnoe kah?! Macau trip cancelled. so long already.if not cancelled we still practise bah!"

BYE BYE Macau:(

I wil miss you~~~! i promise!!!

* Kiss you good bye*

Hopefully i'll able to see u in the future!

Labels: Broken Heart, inside out

whispered@紫玮Vui | 6:45 PM

Monday, June 2, 2008

1:37 PM

June 1, My dad's bday.

Before my brother was born, i was the youngest in the family and i was very close to daddy.

During those days, he would come home singing :"玮玮，不要怕，你是好娃娃！” or nickname me “玮紫罗”and“曾紫玮”(the super fat and short super trio guy in Hongkong).

Now, he comes home everyday, saying: " Hey Dude!! Wassup Dude? HOw are u doing Dude?" "罗文--------- 骏！” (罗文 was a famous singer during my dad's days who had passed away)

During those days, he would always buy me snacks, e.g. pizza, chicken rice, bread, waffle... ...

Now, he buys doughnuts, juice, french fries for my brother, and i can finish them if the taste is ot right for my brother. Daddy still do buy chicken rice, Kolo mee for me. He still buys 2 doughnuts for we each can have one.

During those days, Daddy would feed me at nearly midnight. He would make french toast, Maggi Mee, make a hot cup of milo with egg white in it(yes, i never see anyone else do this).

Now, he made those for my brother only.

I remembered, he bought me a mountain bike when i asked for one. It was PURPLE. He bought a scooter for me once, it was blue lar, but it was ok coz it was a popular toy that time. He bought me my first tamagotchi when it was popular.

Now, he buys Ben 10 stuff, even allowed my brother to stick a huge Ben 10 sticker in front of our house, and at the back of his car. So if u see a silver land cruiser with a Ben10 sticker at the back, that could be my father driving.

Showing all these difference, doesnt mean im jealous. I aint jealous at all. Im perfectly fine. Because i know daddy still loves me, but he has to show it the different way because im older now.

There's this awkwardness in the air whenever im alone with him. we do not talk even we were alone in the car for 2 hours drive. why is tat? my dad was a weird personality. He likes to act cool.:P i tried to talk to him sometimes, but he doesnt answer me, as if i never speak at all.

Once, when he was watching TV in the room and my brother was eating beside him, while i entered the door behind them. I told my dad, " Pa, im going to Macau to dance this July." He didnt give me any response, so i waited. He finally said something :" Vui, Jiunn had finished his meal, bring the utensils to the kitchen and clean the table!" Haha, tat was bad. Anyway it proved that he really did know i was behind him, but he intended to ignore my announcement. -_- its ok. im used to it.

How daddy loves me? well.. He drove me to KK to bring me to college. He drove family to KK to visit me twice. He drove alone to KK to get my passport done. He dorve me back to Brunei. He drove me to Miri for the PLKN, He drove me back to Brunei for New yr Holiday and drove me to Miri again. He drove me back to Brunei for my sis wedding and drove me to Miri again. He drove me back to Brunei from Camp after the PLKN ends. He drove me to Seria (1 1/2 drive) just for me to perform as a dancer, while wandering around seria alone, eating dinner alone, and waited for me to finish, and drove me back home again. He drove me to Limbang everytime for my license. He drive me back and forth from dancing practices. When i was in sceondary, he picked me back from performance place, which could end as late as 1 AM. Yes, he's my driver. We spend SO much time together alone, yet there's never much of a conversation. Daddy always make "Orange +ginger +Lemon" hot drink for me if have a running nose or sore throat. He will carry a cup of the drink from the kitchen downstair to my study room upstairs.

Mum sms me that night when i was performing in seria. She said "Im wondering what did u and ur father talk bout for more than an hour and a half. Tried to talk to him even he doesnt answer you. It is a good oppurtunity. When i was with my father, we talked about everything, but now i dont have the chance anymore." (grandpa passed away last yr) I was already wearing makeup hence i had to fight back tears. I believed my mum had cried while typing this sms. On the way back, I tried to talk to daddy, but he was still so COOL. At the end, i thanked him. I rarely thank him for driving me around. I remembered the first time was when he fetched me from rehearsal and reached home at 1AM.

I remembered he offered me a hug on my 12 years old birthday.

I cant say I love you to him now. can i? We are Chinese, we are asians, it is so difficult!

I tot of making a cake for him. But i dont have much experience, and he probably, well, will still be so "COOL" about it. Only my brother can make him look friendly and happy. So i tot of helping my brother to make a card for daddy.